been seeing lots of friends. been not getting much sleep staying up late doing homework. i saw an opera by the knife... so strange. i've been meditating as of monday 2 weeks ago. it's so calming and lovely, but with so much homework some days it's impossible to find the time.
ilya's extended his trip so he is back mid november... this entire time i've had one friend over once. surprisingly, with that and no boys whatsoever, i am quite content alone.
first local beach walk of this summer, combing for mermaid's tears.
i decided to suck it up and get proactive in enjoying life.
so many catch ups and dinners with friends. one was at mamasita's with 2 new friends... we spetn $180 on the most incredible range of food and delicious wine. all paid for! i ate TONGUE for the first time and it was so good.
yesterday it was hot and parklife and grand final we tripped in the gardens.
really, truly, everything was beautiful and nothing hurt.
after we went to a boy's house who i'd once been a leader to at arts camp. very funny, and he was really sweet. plans to surf together. going to alice's. jumping into the pool with clothes on. 4 person shower. neurofen. rice with soy and pesto. new friends. cab to mercat. line for ages. seeing love interest and realising they're not the amazing person i'd had in my head. middle aged american woman clubbing alone telling us we seem mean. so many old friends. so many new friends. all amazing and telling me they love me. being told i'm AMAZING so many times- incredible. told i was incredible also. babysitting a new friend in a big australian band only to have him repeatedly try to kiss me and half cry and plead for me to come to bed with him. craaaaazy. i'm so loved up on friendship it's fantastic, totally kills my need to find a man. however, made eyes with a boy who knowing me i will hopefully meet soon because he was beautiful.
i got home and had the longest shower and hopped into new sheets, only to wake up for work a few hours later. it's so sunny and amazing.
