so after my huge transformation of my bedroom at my dad's, i was called to my mama's house to pack up my life as we're downsizing---> i'm moving full time into my dad's house. there is NO room in my bedroom at the moment, arghhhh. today i spent the entire day cleaning and packing and throwing out and i still have 2 garbage bags up to my waist of clothing i want to keep and somehow have to fit into this:
Anyway I found this china venetian clown doll I always HATED as a child because i thought she was so scary. but now i am amazed at how beautiful she is, and how her clothes are silk, velvet and ostrich feather.
It just continued my pondering of how much food I tried at the end of last year that I'd hated as a child and found I loved it. Beetroot, bananas, plain milk, tofu(of which silken is the greatest food known to man, ESPECIALLY agadashi tofu), and all these clothes and shoes my dad bought for me as a child which i hated and now wear all the time.
So, when it comes time to do these inevitable culls that come naturally with moving in life, how do we know what right to get rid of? How do we know what we will not regret getting rid of? I suppose it's like worries a little. Sometimes you just have to accept that while it may seem important, it's useless and you'll be fresher and better off without it. Love.
1. these clogs. can't wait til i can afford a pair. bank = $88. eek.
2. the chanel temporary tattoos. can't believe they're actually available and people are in waitlists, when yeaaars ago we used to paint on jewellery. i saw this AMAZING picture of one but annoyingly i can't find it online, but i'll try to scan it. let's hope no more lara bingle types do it though. next trend?
cool (especially with CLOGS)
awful:
3. mixed media illustration, partiiiicularly involving sewing. i bought this fantastic book called 'illustration play' and they have some amazing stuff. anyway, i'm experimenting with it and it's super fun
summer of unattainable crushes, particularly on gay boys, and thus valuable friendships.
then, little could be worse than a silly crush on a friend's boyfriend suddenly being reciprocated.
i finally pierced my lip! can't wait to put a ring in.
i've loved this song on my ipod all summer but it's a pretty hilariously bad video ..
i barely got out of bed today, after the most exhausting weekend of events including having to pin down one of my best friends for 20 minutes while she screamed, bit and kicked the girl who was helping me and i.. the boy i thought was perfect end of last year hitting me at a club.. and my friend's boyfriend's readable actions. i finally did and deleted facebook, because it's time to stop thinking about doing things and actually do them. create art life love learn live create create create
i received my first ever valentine; a signed coupon for oral sex from a revolver bartender hahahhaha!
i've starting to hang with a bartender who has a british accent and is bhuddist and a non drinker and a vegan. our conversations make me crave more intellectual company. we've decided not to tell one another our ages. gluten free mixed with vegan; we ate lotus root salad- amaaaaazing texture.
summer has been a washing machine of emotions. i can't wait to start uni.